never stay down
cautious, quiet, and collected. take a deep breath and let’s not get ahead of ourselves.
2012 part 2
STAYS THE SAME: friends. you guys are amazing. i love everyone of you and want to get to know all of you even better.
SHIT I’M CHANGING: eating habits, exercise habits, attitude.
I lost all perspective of you, And these dreams have turned into terrors Now I’m falling awake.
the fast life is gonna be the death of me. is there anybody out there? …anyways time to share, ” it’s a slippery slope and i fell into insanity “
What happens when a man loses his faith? What does he turn to? Nature? Spirituality? Spirituality is a man made belief though. Who invented the idea of God? Man. If we turn to nature that’s considered to be a “naturalistic” way of life, another life style idea created by man. Society and media has taught us to view all aspects of life created by us. Because of that, where do we...
When you move forward that’s when you miss things the most. Progression (or lack there of) LOVE
if anyone was wondering
i’m doing better then ever. i’m happy and grateful to be alive. i have pretty big news that i want to get out there soon… and honestly things are falling right in place, one little piece at a time. remember that you can follow my lead. learn from me and then do better than me. i’m taking the fall for us. do it cause i’m not afraid of falling. i’m trying my best...
You know we spend so much of our lives not saying the things we want to say… The things we should say. We speak in code, we send little messages; origami. So now, plainly, simply, I want to say that I love you [both]. Very much. …And remind them how lucky they are… to be free, because we are. We’re free now, finally. We’re free.
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap. And my mouth is filled with blood from trying not to speak. So search for an excuse and someone to believe you.
the sky falls and then my heart stops the look in your eyes melts me to the ground and it all fades to black and it’s just you and i in this empty room. you are my one last dance as the room burns down. save me from goodbye cause i can’t stand it. promise me this is forever
when you fall, when you break, when you wish you didn’t feel…keep...
Despondent, distracted, You’re vicious and romantic; These are a few of...
I made some close ties. And some of the closest were the one to die. Some died at my own hand. Others died on their own from a lack of faith.
I guess this is growing up...
all i can think about is pooping.
a response to the editor
stay true to yourself. you have to love yourself before you can really love someone else. i’m not afraid. i’m not afraid to die. i don’t think twice about consequences, and most of all, i am not regret anything anymore. that wasn’t always the case. today i still look too far into things. i scare myself. i put paranoid thoughts into my head. that’s what i was raised...
you know, before you i felt invincible. but you, you bring me down to earth. and you show me that being human isn’t too bad at all. you show me that im bigger than what i see myself as anyways. you make me realize that maybe it isn’t important or relevant of how i see myself but instead how the person who loves me the most sees me. you opened my eyes and made me realize a lot of...
March 5th, 2011. 5:12 am, Clinton, New Jersey
It’s like the world moves a little more slowly. I want to breathe it in forever so I can’t ever forget it. And best of all, the puzzle pieces that we thought would never fit finally do. love.
it’s such a common word, or is it? well it’s what i feel seeping through me someone save me from this hell someone be there for me and say that it will all be over one day they laugh and joke but they will never know how it feels A LITTLE POEM WRITTEN BY AVERI.
Pretty bathroom plungers...
So I just took a piss. It went well. Gnarly. Back to the point though. While I was pissing I noticed a pretty toilet plunger. It was purple and white with polka dots. I found it funny cause I mean yeah its pretty, but the fact of the matter is you have to be pretty fucking barbaric to have to use it at a college dorm room bathroom ydg? That’s my tumblr post for today. As usual its super...
an explanation for everything.
everything i built wasn’t a lie, but it was a misunderstanding on our end. it was misshapen pieces that we thought would never fit, but eventually did. this never was my intention to hurt or let anyone down. i wish you all the best and i hope you can do the same for me. if not i understand. love always.
right above it
it’s hard to imagine thinking that life got much better than it has in the past week. truth is, it’s getting better everyday more and more. #love
our best kept secret is my greatest weapon.
rant begins now: imagine this: everything is a whirlwind of confusion and fear. life has been dealing it’s cards and it never seemed to work out just right, but you keep chasing these lights hoping for a better tomorrow and some guidance. now imagine this: the smoke lifts. suddenly when you can finally see through it you realize the light that has been right in front of you the entire...
tribulations: 1:13 →
loverawasi: i love movies that makes me think, music that makes me feel, i can relate to. i like to surround myself with people who know the bigger picture, i like to understand, i like to see from a different perspective, i can’t stand non-believers, i love a person who has dreams and won’t be pessimistic…
Burning lights on the street I’m fight fighting the gravity When I’m beat and...– mark, tom, and travis
crazy girl just smile, i promise we’ll make it out alive. fuck the past...
...set me off
set me off ill burn like a city under attack free us from the flames but leave a little behind so we can go back to where it all started.
work in progress morgan jones.
killbrittanydead: I don’t know if you can hear...
…and even after the past month I can still only think about positive...
I’m a wreck. I’m a lie. …but we finally feel alive.
and she said, “why don’t you just come down now? you’re living...
if you cannot bring yourself to hate someone, then you’ll never feel strongly enough to truly love them.
right this second...
okay hey everyone. new my chem album leaked. adtr album is out. new tbs song with the original line up. craig owens and DRUGS released a song. it’s been a good music week. i’m a crazy person, but i am a man of my word. trust and love everything. ill post later.
the fast life
all we need is the fuckin quick beat hard hittin bass & some loud snare. grab your lady & everyone, let’s fucking dance. life is short, we should live it fast anyways.
Be honest, did you ever mention my name? Did you get sick of the shame? Did you...– DRUGS
sudden urges to burn down everything & rage until the sun rises up…...
Pure destruction and faded lights. That’s all we’ve ever been looking for.